Below are the 3 most recent journal entries recorded in DiNg!'s LiveJournal:

Sunday, July 23rd, 2006
6:33 pm	all i've done... all i've known... all i've felt was leading to this... sometimes i wonder whether life could possibly get more confusing... and the answer, of course, is yes it can... here is true peace here my heart knows calm safe in your soul bathed in your sighs wanna stay right here 'til the end of time, 'til the earth stops turning wanna love you til the seas run dry i've found the one i've waited for the one i've waited for Current Mood: numb Current Music: lamb (Comment on this)
Saturday, November 5th, 2005
4:31 pm	A Sweet Suprise Oh god damn the weather is nice today! I went for a swim this morning - I'd woken up feeling like I'd been bashed I was so tired, and on my way home I felt so happy that I nearly cried. It was a really strange feeling. I haven't cried in weeks, which is quite a change from my 2 month phase of crying everyday. People talk about tears of joy, but its not something I've ever experienced myself... The great thing is that there's nothing in particular that is making me feel this happy, so it must be me. 3 months down the track it plainly clear how much smoking pot all the time was fucking me up. I went out to Alia on Thursday with Matt for a few drinks and ended up behaving like a retard. It was great. I met this really hot Israeli chick called Yani, and while the accent caused a bit of a language barrier, I think she got the drift that I was cracking on to her because after a while she ripped my drink out of my hand and kissed me. Hehehe. She wasn't a particularly good kisser though, which was a bit of a let down. I talked to her friend Jasmine, who was very nice and she gave me her phone number and said we should have a drink when she's finished exams. As I was leaving I met this random who told me to go along to lesbian kareoke at the Glasshouse on Sunday. I dont think I'll go this week but I might give it a go next week. Sounds like it would be fucking hilarious. I had to go job hunting on Friday which was a real drainer to do when you're hung over. But I got an interview with Colorado in Melbourne central and a lot of other positive responses. I made my way to Smith St to start droping resumes in at bars and noticed that Alia was open. I walked up and ended up talking to the manager- Adam who asked me to work that night as door bitch. I was so shocked! Naturally I agreed because I've wanted a job working the bar for so long, so at 9.30 I was in the same place I was 24 hours ago chatting up an Israeli but this time as a staff member. The other workers were really friendly, and I was given free drinks as I worked. Particually, Kristine who comes across as a really genuiene and lovely person. I REALLY hope that I get offered more shifts there. Adam came up to me as he was leaving and said he'd give me a call on Wednesday night and let me know if he could slot me in next weekend... "You're gay aren't you?" "Yes" "Well I try and get all the gay girls a shift on Thursday night because they seem to enjoy themselves more" "That sounds like me" "Well I'l call you on Wednesday and let you know" I'm gonna look for more work nonetheless because my supersitious thinking tells me that if I put all my eggs in one basket I will be fucked. This keyboard is a piece of shit and I keep making typos. Need to figure out what I am going to tell my boss about the fact that I am already taking up offers of other work. And I need to finish early on Tuesday to go to my job interview. I really can't be fucked with being a public servent anymore, and its completely ridiculous that I ever became one. I'm just far to prone to saying it like it is! I want icecream. I'm going to go get some Current Mood: loving life Current Music: De La Soul (Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 2nd, 2005
4:42 pm	SOMEBODY CALL THE UNION!!!!!!!! I am at work, the air-con has broken down and last time I checked the temperature was 31 degrees. So thats 2 degrees cooler than outside. Whats worse is that the air is stuff and thick, like its been breathed over and over by 30 sweaty public servants. I want to punch a hole in the window and breathe fresh air. Or perhaps throw a computer chair through the window and watch it fall down on to someones car in the carpark below. Hopefully Trevor's. Loretta is choking. Someone should whack her on the back but I would just rather watch her conservative-self suffer. The People I work with are sooooo ANNOYING! GRRRRRR!!!!!  I went to Phillip Island yesterday with Adam, Jy and Nomi. It was really nice weather and I'm glad we went because I feel like I've actually done something with my long weekend. We went swimming and Nomi and I decided to go skinny dipping which was fun until some fish-munger set up 20 metres away from us. Fuck Nomi is hot! And I've never met someone with such a mild mannered personality. You just can't piss her off. We returned from the island, and Jy drove me home to Flemington. There were beer cans in my front yard. The races are soooo irritating, especially when people take the attitude of "This looks like a nice front yard to spew in." The horse I backed came 2nd last and should be sent to the glue makers. Loretta has stopped choking and is now sighing as though she is the only one in suffering. I am picturing a cold beer in one hand, cigarette in the other when I get home. Always best to focus on the positives. My payslip has come through - undoubtably a positive... Must save money for moving out of home. Must write resume for finding new job. What a boring start to my live journal.... A discussion on the temperature Current Mood: cranky pants Current Music: Gorillaz - Demon Days (Comment on this)